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Created on 2008-07-26 14:56:52 (#16182644), last updated 2008-09-18
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Biookay, here's how things will work here.
My name is Sally.
I am 14.
I enjoy cookies and peanutbutter.
I like funky and techno hairstyles.
Judging by my wardrobe, you may question my sanity and ask if the circus is in town…
I'm weird like that.
If you don't like me, IDGAF.
I came from an American mother with a Turkish decent, and from an Egyptian father. Yeah.
I used to live in USA all my life but came to live in Egypt when I was 12. The reason is because my parents were bored, so thought of moving far away. Pretty f*cked up, I know.
I'm bad at talking about myself, so yeah. That's all I really have to say.
Oh yeah, and if you really get to know me, I have 2 names. Pretty weird, I know.
You see, my mom's name is Skye. She likes starring at the sky. She obssesed. Don't question me. Anyway, my American name is Sally. My Arabian name [my father is Egyptian] is Sama, which means sky. Thank you mom for being weird.
I like weird things. Also my name is also spelled as Samaa, I was told here when I came to Egypt, which even makes the name more freaky. I like freaky things. =]
Anyway, I love making friends so, yeah. On live journal, call me Sally, it's my secret identity here in Egypt, if I add you on facebook call me Sama or Samaa.
My friends get suspicious. I never told my friends here in Egypt I have two names.
Here's my story.
I was dieting two years ago, even though my BMI was 18.7, and then I gained to 20.5, so then I extreme dieted till I was scared of food. I swear to God I would freak out from the sight of it. I realised my eating habits changed in May 2008.
And also my dad may be a reason for my ED. He's been always a health freak yet he loves food. But he tends to control his portion in a very good way. Although he's like the 3rd oldest out of his brothers, he's the thinnest one.
Anyway, almost every week he'd tell my mom she's too fat.
And when I used to be really chubby, as in overweight, he used to tell me that, too.
I remember how when he'd get ice cream, he'd get my mom and I the smallest serving.
My ED is also from my depresion and how i think i'm a living sin and the fact that everyone hates me. Even my own guts don't stand living with me.
And also because of my perfectionism and how I always need to be the best out of everyone.
And many other things, but those are the main reasons.
SsTtXxOo<3<3
My name is Sally.
I am 14.
I enjoy cookies and peanutbutter.
I like funky and techno hairstyles.
Judging by my wardrobe, you may question my sanity and ask if the circus is in town…
I'm weird like that.
If you don't like me, IDGAF.
I came from an American mother with a Turkish decent, and from an Egyptian father. Yeah.
I used to live in USA all my life but came to live in Egypt when I was 12. The reason is because my parents were bored, so thought of moving far away. Pretty f*cked up, I know.
I'm bad at talking about myself, so yeah. That's all I really have to say.
Oh yeah, and if you really get to know me, I have 2 names. Pretty weird, I know.
You see, my mom's name is Skye. She likes starring at the sky. She obssesed. Don't question me. Anyway, my American name is Sally. My Arabian name [my father is Egyptian] is Sama, which means sky. Thank you mom for being weird.
I like weird things. Also my name is also spelled as Samaa, I was told here when I came to Egypt, which even makes the name more freaky. I like freaky things. =]
Anyway, I love making friends so, yeah. On live journal, call me Sally, it's my secret identity here in Egypt, if I add you on facebook call me Sama or Samaa.
My friends get suspicious. I never told my friends here in Egypt I have two names.
Here's my story.
I was dieting two years ago, even though my BMI was 18.7, and then I gained to 20.5, so then I extreme dieted till I was scared of food. I swear to God I would freak out from the sight of it. I realised my eating habits changed in May 2008.
And also my dad may be a reason for my ED. He's been always a health freak yet he loves food. But he tends to control his portion in a very good way. Although he's like the 3rd oldest out of his brothers, he's the thinnest one.
Anyway, almost every week he'd tell my mom she's too fat.
And when I used to be really chubby, as in overweight, he used to tell me that, too.
I remember how when he'd get ice cream, he'd get my mom and I the smallest serving.
My ED is also from my depresion and how i think i'm a living sin and the fact that everyone hates me. Even my own guts don't stand living with me.
And also because of my perfectionism and how I always need to be the best out of everyone.
And many other things, but those are the main reasons.
SsTtXxOo<3<3
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